Dear Dairy,

On the 8th of November, I told my mother I had a tattoo. Yes, just 'a'. I think if I told her I had 3, the response would be so different. The reason why I wanted to admit it to her was because my tattoo (3rd) was at a very obvious place and I didn't want to hide it. I got it on the 7th anyway. So I just told her.... It was crazy. I was so scared. I started planning what I wanted to say since I woke up and only told her around evening time. Although my friend said "I think your mum would be okay with it" and yes I agree.. BUT I was still damn scared to admit to doing something like that since she has actually told me to NOT get any tattoos until I'm leave poly. And I cannot 100% guarantee that she would accept this fact so I was ready to get kicked out of my house. My first choice friend's house is the Poh Sisters' house hahahahahaha. (Be honored if you're reading pls) The experience was just damn scary. Even worse than when I was getting my first tattoo.

I kept asking her to not get angry with me. Like I think I repeated 10 times. To the point my mother was pretty irritated. Hahaha. So I didn't want to make her anymore irritated so I mustered all my courage and said "Yesterday, 我跟 Dora 去 Orchard 弄 tattoo!" Then she shouted "我不是跟你讲不可以meh!!" and "不要在跟他出去 liao!" LOLOL poor Dora... Because I was the mastermind behind all this. Then I just kept quiet all the way haha.

At night when I was using my laptop, she came into my room and asked me to show her where the tattoo was at. So I just pointed to the back and she went to lift up my shirt lol but it was behind my neck so I faster stopped her. Then when she saw the tattoo, she kept poking it and asked "are these eyes??" Lolllll it's the infinity sign!!!!! And she asked what's the word (hope), and I didn't know how to explain to her so I just said 相信.... (Damn paiseh because all my friends, even Dora whose Chinese suck, told me its 希望.....) 相信你要的事情会发生 :-) (believing that the thing you want will happen to you)

I just want to say how much I love my mother. She shouted like 2 sentences at me and then afterwards she calmed down and treated like everything was fine. Fine to the extent that I was so scared of sitting beside her because I was scared she'll just start hitting me. I just want to be a mother like this in the future. I just hope my child won't have a arm sleeve or leg sleeve or whatever can already. Lolol. And also she said she dont want me to go out with Dora anymore but she STILL allowed me to go out with her a few days later..

Moral of the story: I love my mother a lot. Please love your mothers too. And also thank God because I prayed to God to not let my mother be angry and she wasn't. Yay.

Happy Deepavali everyone :-)