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Wednesday, February 23, 2011

I have puffer fish's characteristics

'Bae Eun Jin'S scribbled all over on the table

My pic taken with her at Suki Sushi 

Lonely amelia and the chair Eun Jin was supposed to be sitting at

Eun Jin's fav drink = Pokka peach tea

Missing her so much. Writes: Bae :...(

I'll miss you forever, my friend.
I believe that God will make miracles happen and I'll be able to see you soon!
Meanwhile, please do your best at Beijing and hope everything goes well for you.

22/2/11, left the house at 10.50pm. To catch the train to Changi airport. Reached there at 11+, reaching 12am. Bae checked in her luggages, and time started to tick. She was leaving at 1.30am. So fast the next day already... It's 23/2/11 looking at my phone. Time started to pass really fast, too fast, I was unable to catch all the stuff happening... Everyone gave their letters and presents, and I really wanted her to open my present! Coz I think it would suit her so well so well. I gave her a scarf. And tbh, I was on the verge of crying coz i was darn touched she wore it right aft she opened it and even every moment it was on her.. Tick tock tick tock, time pass until 1.20+ Last group photo taken, Bae was leaving with Bae didi. Went to send her off, everyone already started crying when chileng started the crying chain when taking the last photo. Cried until my eyes puffy, dont even look like me. Thanks those for understanding and consoling. All the rest went to Macs, me amelia cy went to Burger king to do hw. Lots of stuff happened. Don't feel like saying, but really saddening @#$(#@*$&@#)$ TTM. :...( then time passed so fast too, that we had to change and go school. 

1st day of school without her... Sucked like hell. :( whole day was crying and crying. The empty table, the thoughts of her, her pictures, her videos and whatever shit that flooded to our minds. How is life gonna continue without her... Everyone looking so shag, everyone eye red red, emo emo. HAIZ. Am so glad though, she went online today! <3 My imaginary question I got correct for the 1st qn. Darn happy, I swear I'm gonna do lots of these types of qn and gonna mail it to Bae once she reveals her address to me. Band was darn emo... When me and amelia enter the band room, we go to Bae's usual seat.. And we just started tearing. I even went to set up her stand for her, then amelia told me its not for her already. Every little moments I'll think of her, like when it rained I rmb that she taught me rain is 비... :...( I even bought pokka peach tea because I missed her TOO much..... Pls come back soon Bae!! :(

Once a friend, always a friend!!!!!

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