goodbye, mate

I think everyone is sad over the fact that Eunjin is leaving. And the only reason why I'm writing here is because I can't take it any longer. I've known this news, on last tuesday, which seemed like time just passed. She told me she was leaving, I thought she was kidding. Now its confirmed. At least, I'm still glad I came to know about it earlier. Those who knew about it very last minute, just couldnt take it, and cry and cry. Although now I feel like crying also la.

Hais that mushroom girl, know her since sec 1, in band. How cute was her then, same height as me, now 3 years passed, i surpassed her by a head's height. I think can countdown liao lor, she'll be gone by wed's 2am. And yes I'm kinda happy that my mother let me go send her off after being defiant when she told me not to go send davy off but i still went, so she knew nothing can stop me. But whats unhappy is that, she's leaving :(

I'll really miss this cute korean girl, although she's my unnie, she just seems like a cute little girl, like my younger sis. Her sis and my mum think we look alike. But we will look at each other and "o.O?" Haha~ I'll really miss this girl~~ Thanks for teaching me korean, thanks a bunch :) I think she'll be more touched if I'm able to write her a compo in korean, but obviously that's impossible, and people are still awed over the fact that i can even understand it. And i cant write but i can say better.

Thanks for introducing me korean songs, dramas. I'll remember the plot forever, and you of cos. I really really hope she can come back to singapore someday, when she grows older and is more independent. I'm sorry to eunjin's father but everyone is blaming you for sending her away when she doesnt want to and all you know is to act on your own wills and thoughts and not consider about her feelings. Singapore has higher level of education than Beijing obviously, thats why eunjin has a hard time getting good grades, if you want her to get first might as well send her to some rural countries like kenya or smth?! Seriously sia.

Haizzzz, whats making me sadder is that she is so happy whenever we look at her. I know she's hiding her feelings lor!!! She darn mature can, her thinking, wth. Why her father like that ah?! She super independent although she always spend a lot money lor. If is me I will keep cry and cry lor, and kick a fuss. But she leh, she can only say yes, listen to her father, although her heart sad but she will fake that she's fine and make everyone feel better and not make us sad seeing her so sad. Although I'm not wanting to act as a bad guy, i rly hope she can just cry everything out infront of us. It'll be like a crying session, I want.

It's so much better than everyone crying alone, thinking 'eunjin dont go' 'pls miracle now?' or whatever shit la. Bae eun jin, forever my best korean friend, my teacher, the cute little girl :) Now must show off a little bit la, what she taught me... 친구야, 사랑한다. 보고싶을꺼야~ 부탁해! ㅠㅠ And it means: Friend, I love you. I'll miss you~ Take care! And two crying eyes. HAIZZZZZZZZ, now no mood do homework lor. MUACKS EUNJIN/은진 언니

P.S. Today chiyean came rushing to hug me. I could tell she was really sad, she kept crying and crying....... T_T Making me sad too... I kept telling her to dont cry dont cry. Anywayz, the point is, the moment she ran to hug me, she started crying. And guess what, me too. WTH not saying chiyean made me cry and i was embarrased, but its that i've been hiding my feelings for eunjin, and, i'll really miss her :,,( Asking people not to cry but crying yourself is really stupid, idc about embarrasment already, i want eunjin :(