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Saturday, September 1, 2012

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Firstly, fuck this shit because this is my second time I'm going to type whatever I'm gonna type below because my fingers moved so fast that I pressed 'Back' and 'Confirm (to leave this page)' so quickly ughh

I wouldn't say I'm really happy even though my exams are over and that is GREAT. It sucks being broke during my holidays because I literally have a lot of time now, and I keep thinking about going shopping, having fun with my friends and eating till I become a hell of a bloated pig. So because of that.. I have actually submitted so many job applications that now I am having a problem deciding where to work. So if you follow me on twitter (@simhuiting), you would know that I actually applied for a position at both Marble Slab and Awfully Chocolate. The thing is.... The people at Marble Slab contacted me really quickly to go for an interview. In fact, it was today. And just today, I confirmed my training day to be next Wed. Later today, I received a text from Awfully Chocolate asking me to go for their interview on NEXT WED, the day I'm supposed to be going for my training as an ice cream girl. If it wasn't on the same day, I would definitely go and try my luck at Awfully Chocolate, because...

1. The pay at AC is higher than that of Marble Slab
2. I tried scooping ice cream today and I can't scoop for nuts
3. It seems harder working at Marble Slab than at AC

So..... my life sucks right now.

Oh, and the interview at AC is gonna be a mass interview with the rest of the people who submitted their application forms so I'm really scared I won't get chosen. But my mother told me to actually go for the AC one, not because she's money-faced, but she said it's because the working conditions at Marble Slab seems harsh. Why? Because I don't get any pay for my training (8 hours) next Wednesday.

Anyone feel my pain?? Probably no I know. Lol

I just know that I can't wait for payday even though I've not even started working hahahaha.

Anyway........ I'm actually spending more time with my mum than I am with my friends. I just realized I have very little genuine people I can call friends, because some just don't even contact me unless they need help or they inquire me on stuff. Some made me feel like I was part of them and ditched me coldly. Pft. Some didn't even bother to try and catch up and always claim that they are better off alone. Some are just forever busy and won't have time for me. I don't really want to care anymore actually. I actually feel so much happier when spending time with my mother. I know she is FAMILY, she will be there for me no matter what happens. It's like she's FORCED to accept me, but I don't really hope she feels forced. Hahaha. Really can't wait for the picnic next Tues with my genuine good friends, even though there was A LOT of disappointment and anger here and there.

Goodbye for now!!

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