Friday the 13th

What can I say... Friday the 13th (known for it's bad luck), has truly brought bad luck to me. 

There's this weird 'thing' beside my belly button. It looks like a sting and is only obvious when seen closely. But it fucking hurts, so badly. It's like when I don't even touch it, it hurts already. I doubt it's a mosquito bite, since mosquito bites are to be itchy. I am really damn paranoid and scared cause I keep thinking it's an insect that stung me or went to live in my meat. Lol. 

For school today, econs to be exact, we were asked to partner in 2. Oh god, obviously STALK has 5 people. And so.... Fiona and Yiqian = 1 pair. Me, Josephine and Stephanie = one had to sacrifice. So we decided to just "scissors, paper and stone" and the odd-one-out will have to partner with another classmate. Bad luck indeed. It was me. I was kind of sad..... But then again, my partner scored pretty well for her econs. Lol, 99 I think? Hahahahahahaha. Glad is the word.

And no plans for Friday yet again. I don't think it's bad luck. It's just like becoming a loner. Every old friend, busy with their own stuff and meeting their other friends but not you, fucking saddening. It's okay~~ I have my MacBook and me. We would be great companions ya'know. Ok la, but it's really quite saddening that I'm becoming sort of a loner. And the fact that all my other friends have plans on Friday night makes me extra lonely. 

I just hate studying so much. I have totally no intentions of going to a university, so honestly, I don't even know why I am trying so hard studying. I just 'remembered' this in school just now. It kinda comforted me... Actually.... It's 50% excuse cause I really hate econs and I said this cause I really don't understand no shit about econs yo. 

Hello to my weekends anyway! Goodnight folks.