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It's been so long that we have been sitting and laughing together. I'm really sorry about it, I hope no one will be angry with me about it. I've seriously been neglecting you all. Sorry. School's irritated and irritated and nothing else. Irritated by the boys in the class, irritated by noise, irritated by questions. I am really sorry too. If I spoke to you harshly, I hope you forgive me, I am just kidding. Sometimes everything turns out fine, but when the day comes to an end everything becomes bored. Why must there be an end to everything? And no one to go out with me. I am irritated. Sometimes I just feel like going out alone, but I'll always wonder: It's embarrassing to go out alone am I right. But I guess I'll have to accept this fact, to go out alone. Though I guess I'm not the only one who feels this way?